As I find myself on the way downhill side of the bell curve of this process, I am finding it so hard to keep motivated. It was all I could do not to just give up tonight. It’s such a familiar feeling. I felt like this during mid-terms and again to a lesser extent around finals…and at many times previously. I’ve never been a particularly strong finisher.

I also know that being saturated in all the sugar and carbohydrates from Christmas eating isn’t helping my mental outlook any. It just doesn’t seem like it’s making the difference it was when I was pushing myself more and seeing myself in the ginormous mirrored doors of my mom’s linen closet is NOT helping.

Must. Stop. Whining. Anyway, I did 10 mins tonight of what looked like yoga, but sure didn’t feel like it.

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