layla happy cupcake

I just finished my practice – the first part of guru Jeff’s dvd exactly rendered, which I haven’t done in ages. I guess I didn’t feel like thinking tonight. And I still feel kinda melancholy and I still want something sweet.

I’m not sure if I’m melancholy because I ate all manner of oreos and cupcakes over my camping weekend, which was more sugar than I’ve had in ages or…if I want sweet stuff because I’m melancholy. Either way, this spoonful of almond butter I’m chowing down on right now is not quite doing the trick.