long journey
I’m not sure what happened or where my circuits got crossed, but I’ve been a whole bunch o’ useless today. I did yoga, cuz I just do at this point and I did one or two other useful things, but mostly I’ve just been in a funk today and didn’t even crack a book.

It feels like when I lose control of my mind a couple days before my period and all is pessimism, resignation and torpor. It usually helps when I talk to people, but I didn’t really do that today either, which just fuels the funk.

Aaarrrgghh….waaahhhhh…I want a cupcake (but I already feel fat)….and the vicious circle continues. Hopefully I’ll be cured tomorrow.